Diana Leaney López Ruano

I hadn't written much over the past two years because I didn't want what I was living to be documented.  Or rather,  I could have documented it and gone to the police,  but I didn't.  I just left. A lot of you know what happened,  some through the grapevine and some from the original sources.  Basically,  I was in an abusive relationship and now I am in a happy one. August 2016.  An empty shell with long sleeves and a scarf to cover the bruises,  I walked into the University of Utah's Counseling Center.  I knew I needed to get help.  I was ready to end the pain at any cost,  so I filled out the questionnaire.  I was on the life or death end of severe situational depression.  She asked, "What reasons do you have to stay alive?"   I said, "Bella."   She asked, "Who can help you stay alive?"   I said, "Lauren."   She made me pinky promise that I wouldn't kill myself over the weekend and I held ...

Let her be your everything. The reason you wake. The reason you work. The reason you give. The reason you live. Let her take you,  enfold you,  surround you with bliss. The warmth coming from within that is really just her voice. The smile on your lips as you drive,  unaware of its existence.   The reason you walk with confidence towards the future that is together. Let her be the word that describes the chorus of heaven's angels. Let her take the butterflies in your stomach and release them into your own private neverland. Let her bring you happiness in the shape of her finger wrapped in a band of forever. Let her be your everything. Love her.

Public Friends Friends except Acquaintances Only Me Custom Close Friends La Region See all lists... Family CoWorkers Zhuzhou Area Hunter High School Salt Lake Community College Salt Lake Community College The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints The University of Utah Creative Woodworks, Inc. Acquaintances Go Back If i woke to see you were watching over me And you did so all through the night i would stand and say Lord, thank you for this day And i would not leave your sight i would brush my teeth and comb my hair And all through the day As i went about my ways i would feel you standing there Catching your laugh from a blurred memory Listening to it from the lips of my brother i'd hear you and start to wonder As i held him close to me A light shining brilliantly as i noticed your favorite color would blow me away the sight of a sky and midday and i'd know you were an artist its simple to say i would try my best working to feel your pleas...