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Fatherless.

I can't believe you are going to leave her. Darling Bella, so innocent and so tiny. I can't believe you will just walk away from her. From us. Look at Bryan! How can you ditch such purity? He knows not the world and all the horror it brings. He does not yet understand how satan can break up our family. Who are you? Did you ever love us? Has my whole life been a lie? The angry fights, the hurtful words. And all along you were planning, weren't you? Just biding your time until an opportunity arose to walk away- to escape. A tear drips down Denice's cheek... a steady flow of pain. A nine year old should not feel such pain. How will she be strong? She is powerless, fatherless. Leslie cowers in a corner... alone... what will she think ten years from now of the man who left her, right as her world becomes more confusing then ever? The anger dwelling in your heart spreads. It touches Steven. You pick on him and yell at him. One day, he might break....